First of all, one could suspect that those probably weren't hives breaking out on your chin, Lena - they could have just as likely been pustules from STDs.
Second ... "It is painful on a cellular level knowing those men got what they wanted, just as it's painful to know you are hated for daring to ask for what is yours." ... Look, Lena, one does not have to ask for what is already theirs. What you have been and are doing is demanding what is not yours. And, you're not hated ... you're simply laughed at because you're a buffoon.
Third ... "...I ached in the places that makes me a woman, the places where I've been grabbed so carelessly, the places we are struggling to call our own." ... Well, your aches might possibly be from the three or four strange men you may have asked to pound you in back alleys (while you made your pajama-boy boyfriend watch) on your way from the Jacob Javits Center to your home. As for having your privates "grabbed so carelessly" and "struggling to call your own" ... well ... this from a two-bit floozy who likes to film her tub-of-lard self having sex in public bathroom stalls for her now defunct TV show ... really ... you really want to go there?
Wow, Lena ... get over yourself, already ... you need a rubber room and an endless supply of Thorazine.