Decomp, nacl, M1, DGP,ribit, all:
Thanks for your words of encouragement.
I am in a dark place right now.
I now have to get something to keep me from clenching my jaws and teeth at night due to high stress.
I have broken out in adult acne in my late sixties.
I have passed out in a restaurant last week, just went black. This is taking a heavy toll on me and I need to step away, but cannot because the others will not step up.
I am looking at this latest news as a possible quick end to dad's suffering from losing mom, as well as his deteriorating mental condition. However, I still cannot bear to see my father this way.
Mt left jaw hurts so much this morning I cannot even close my mouth or bring my teeth together.
So, I am praying for God's mercy for Dad to take him quickly and as painlessly as HIS WILL will permit.
IN the meantime, I need to get some help and control of the nerves. Not good to be the center of attention at the restaurant because you are laying on the floor after passing out and don't even remember it.....
Newton was right. For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction.....
Please just pray for my mental health.
Thanks,
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