to be honest, you are wearing me out.
i created this place for a kind of posting i enjoy.
the conversations with you are not like that. they are not productive for you. you are not enjoying it. you see yourself as being ridiculed, as you have pointed out. everything now begins with you treating everyone else as ridiculous.
you may think that about me. that argues for a different approach.
i like you. but this isn't working for me. and i made this space for myself. alone at first. i don't mind returning to splendid isolation. but i also enjoy it when folks arrive who like chatting with me. clearly from your response this morning, you aren't in that group.
i recommend you start a board for folks who think like you and post there. i want to return this place to a different sort of discussion board. one that isn't reflexively conspiratorial. one that is respectful and where i learn about things i am interested in. i enjoyed your electric universe model. and wish you well. but it isn't working and there's plenty of space available for you to expound upon your ideas without them being here.
this isn't wave. this is a little space i made to entertain myself and those like me. it isn't a big tent for everyone and how dare you ban folks. i am not building a democracy. indeed, i created my own board to escape certain kinds of conversations. and the conversations we are having are that sort.
it's okay if you think it's me that's unreasonable. we are still producing conversations i don't enjoy and that i wish to jettison. from this space.
good luck. i did my best to cohabit. but it didn't work out.
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