That second paragraph mirrors much of my own attitude for the last six years or so. You don't want that.
What is the new reading on your optimism meter? (Assuming it is not oblivious to the ongoing lack of traction and muddling "info" from the corner office.)
I forget, had it reached nine or only eight some months back?
It just never ceases to amaze how THE MAN can continue to muddle and obscure any and all meaningful/helpful info and continue to get away with it. It's supposedly a publicly held company.