DG,
Try to deal with life on lifes terms, in the here & now.
We don't get to 'chose' the price of milk.
By the way, I love babies & watched my granddaughter all of her young life, until she didn't 'need' me to 'watch' her. (for ZERO money)
Now, I just enjoy her she doesn't realize I'm still watching ;))

DO SOMETHING!