Hi De! Thank you so very much. I agree with you completely about developing distand friendships and close knit famial like relationships.
When one hurts, we all hurt.
I just spent an entire night in my dad's room at bedside with the Hospice nurse. I am weary, fatigued, wore out. The long nights were much easier when I was a lot younger.
I will catch some sleep and go back. I think the doggone pacemaker is still keeping him alive. His lungs are so full of liquid and he gurgles loudly every breath, which come fairly close together.
He is non-responsive but keeps on breathing sounding like the very end of a Coffee maker sputtering out its last ounce of water into the caraf. Loud and gurgly..
Same sound.
I think I am kinda numb cause I can't feel my face.
Getting too old for this kind of thing... I can only imagine how Ribs and DG feel... lol!!!
If zI think about this too much my emotions will get the best of me. I will miss him greatly. I have been close to him for three and half years now nonstop and long before that. So I am losing a part of me.
Thank you
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