LEWINSKY: ... I was crazy, Linda. I mean, it seems to me that it was like if I didn't see him, then he forgot who I was. ... ... And if he didn't call, he forgot who I was. ... I don't know if you know this or not or ever realized it, but _ you know, I got over (REDACTED) with the creep. ... ... Right before this had happened, right before this started with the creep, I had gone to Portland in the end of October. ... And I had not seen Andy since July, and I had gone there pretty much to see my friends and to see him. ... ... and then we did end up getting together, but it wasn't that great. And then _ I was there about a week. And so then I went to see him again and we were supposed to fool around, and he like pulled all this (REDACTED) on me. He didn't want to do this anymore, he couldn't do it, he couldn't do it. And I ... was like hysterically crying.
TRIPP: Mm-hmm.
LEWINSKY: So I was _ hated his guts, you know? Came back from Portland and ... got my hair done, and ... like a week and half later was when this whole thing started.
TRIPP: A week and a half later is when what started?
LEWINSKY: The stuff with the creep. ...
https://archive.nytimes.com/www.nytimes.com/specials/starr/testimony/lewinsky-tripp_1.html

Liberals are like a "Slinky". Totally useless, but somehow ya can't help but smile when you see one tumble down a flight of stairs!