To act like what, zzshart? We here at the BAF Board are doing yeoman's work to educate poor, deluded derelicts, such as yourself. It is an estimable public service that provides us with much joy and satisfaction. So, no, zzshart ... my self-esteem is actually quite high, thank you very much.
Don't fret, zzshart ... maybe ... one day ... after a lot of very hard work on our part ... you will wake up from this self-imposed coma of leftist delusion and experience something called reality for the first time in your life. Then, you can finally progress beyond misery dominated by cavorting with your libtard cuddle buddies.
Cheers!

The essential American soul is hard, isolate, stoic, and a killer. It has never yet melted. ~ D.H. Lawrence